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[March 5th, 2006] |
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i haven't updated this since idk, few months ago? gaby mention a new lj on my space and i thought of lj and to update, but idk. i hate writing down stuff.
i might make a new one, i'll let you know if i do.
i'm tired and i have a headache. wh00t for me? xD
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[January 30th, 2006] |
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Camisado - PANIC! At The Disco |
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yupp. xanga is gay. changed the lyt to mae. i lovelovelovelove mae <3 yay.
got into St. Mary's, no St. Francis Prep. whatever. school sucks. yup.
i want to go to a PANIC! At The Disco concert but my mom didn't buy me tickets and it's on a wednesday and she's all dhfskfdhjsdfhskdjfh about it.
i've been obsessed with my space lately. and then my mom saw some dateline show about my space and now she's all 'i have to see your my space now melissa' ughhh. she's all 'i love you' with it too. ugh. i'm not one of those girls who curse everything out on their pages, and takes these stupid pictures in their underwear. ew. ugh.
and then my friend is being a stupid, annnoying person. she's like so emo and now she's all 'waddup niggerzzzz' ewww. god she needs a life. and stop posing in front of these kids who doesn't give a rats ___ about her. i don't get it. at all
sorry for spaming you with my problems.
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[January 2nd, 2006] |
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call 'n return - hellogoodbye. |
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haven't updated since forever. whatever. anyway, merry x-mas. it was okay this year. and yeah, big deal, another new year. no new year resolutions, no nothing. pathetic.
good bye 2005. you really mean nothing to me, except heart aches and breakdowns.
anyway, back to shcool tomorrow. sucks. so yeah ;3 but we get off in febuary! yayyyyy.
this blog is so pointless. nobody reads this. all my stupid nonsence. so yeah.
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[December 16th, 2005] |
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relaxed o_O;;; |
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Panic! At The Disco. |
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didn't update since, like, forever. back to my old layout. psssh
been having friend problems again. sucks. anyway, yeah.
the good news is christmas is coming <333 yayness.
me and kimi are going to the jingle ball concert today. hosted by z100. ew, but yeah.
then on febuary eigth, me go to see panic! at the disco, the academy is..., hellogoodbye, acceptance, and i think aiden. idk, but yeah. concert crazy x33
anyway, me go now ;3
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[November 22nd, 2005] |
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camisdo // panic! at the disco |
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i never bother to update on here. but i'm aways on... eh, w/e.
having friend "problems"... but it's taken care of i guess. yups. hp is out and i'm going tomorrow with ellie. yeps. it'll be fun. then on.. friday i go to hot topic, get my daniel radlciff shirt, then an anime shirt, and then sam goody, get tons of anime, go home happy =) yayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy. =D
yups. w/e. high school is like blah. so difficult o_O;; whatever. me go like blog on xanga. i like xanga better but lj is cool.
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[November 5th, 2005] |
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time to dance // panic at the disco |
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hey. i hate me and others around me. some stupid girl called me a POSER. because i said i like hot topic again. blah. they just had anime and hp in there and i got all like excited and stuff. blah. i hate people. words can effect me so badly which makes me so weak. i hate it.
then kimi is all 'you so obsessed with rebecca, she's all over your my space, you idolze her. and why do you hate me? why didn't you just say so!' dude. first off, i'm not obsessed with rebecca, we have stuff in common, and yeah. wtf. i wrote one fucking sentence on there about her. wtf? is that obsessed? no. blah. wtf. and i don't hate her. who said that? nobody. i like her but she goes all emo on herself and it's so annoying. ugh. you know, i can't wait till next year. new school. new friends. i get to start over.
loaded words are loaded friends are like loaded guns to our heads
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[October 30th, 2005] |
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L.I.T.M.F.A.G.C.H.W.T.H.C.O. // Panic! At The Disco |
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hhhmmm. yeah. got lindsay a lj. pretty sweet. made her a layout. so mk. it's all good. lindsay is cool. she'll comement x983482757863 a day. lmao. jk. probaullyn not but yeahhhhhhhhhhhhh.
i really like panic! at the disco. so awesome. i really really like them. so addicted to them. heheheh.
tomorrow is halloween. me and becky go out trick or treating. maybe. but we are going to chill =) so mk. i'm so going over there all day. probually spray my hair blue... with becky. go as a whore or a pyscho. hehe xD so funny. kimi might be a whore. she says she's going to wear a mini shkirt with really high rainbow socks and a tight shirt. she's kidding. so mk. =)
so mk =)
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[October 27th, 2005] |
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yeah. haven't update since... forever.
so school sucks. thacts test thingie on saturday. and new episodes of fma are on. weeeeeee <3
and like yeah. i'm bored.
nobody comments me. sad. yeah. anyway, yeah hi.
gonna go now.
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[October 22nd, 2005] |
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i like am so bored. blah. hates it. i'm cold. and i just wanna cry.
i'm so like siufdosudhguydhf
lindsay is cool <3
hehehehe.
me go pass out somewhere now...
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[October 2nd, 2005] |
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things has been better. i should be doing homework right now, but i'm lazy. so um yeah. lindsay is cool =) been talking to her a lot lately. so um yeah. i need the panic! at the disco cd NOW. hmrph. becky's b-day is on tuesday. and terri's b-day is on wednesday =) wwwwwwwweeeeeeeeee
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[September 27th, 2005] |
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ugh. i hate everybody and everything i ever met. i hate it when you have something good happening, like a friend. you meet this awesome friend. after a while, you poor your heart and soul out to them. they take advanged of it and crushes it. you might give them a second chance, like i did. after while, everything seemed to be okay. it seemed you friendship grew stronger and everything seemed to perfect. it was for a while, but then a big rock came right for you and it smashed. into bits. so one day, something they start to kinda annoy you. and then they start bring up the whole thing about when they crushed your heart. then they mess with that thing's mind, then teases you about what they learned. you want to know, but they don't tell you. finally, when they digged something out of them, and you would like to know. just like the thing that she is messing with. (she told the thing something about you that crushed your heart) and now they won't tell you while they told them something about. all you feel right now is depression ans stabbed in the back. you feel horrible. you feel like your just a peice of shit and you can't change that. i hate this feeling. the sad thing is that i get it offen... when i loose a friend to something so stupid like this.
i'm better off alone...
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[September 23rd, 2005] |
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new layout = hotness. but it's somehow not working D< w/e. it says it shows with fire fox. i tried downloading it, but it no work D< another pissed off time in my life.
it's the weekend. finally. <3
meatloaf concert tomorrow. whooo! can't wait... hehe
sp um, interesting day today.
blog sunday.
leave me some comments.
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[September 14th, 2005] |
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fall out boy <3 |
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i can't stand this heat anymore.
it's killing me.
so i have to pick a high school soon. probually saint francis prep. yup.
new fma episodes saturday. ohhh yeahhh
so um, yeahhhh. school sucks. test friday. going to saint agnes tomorrow for thacts preperation thingie. going to becky's house, then st. agnes (faggy aggy), and then back to her house to chill and stufffffffffffffffffffff. =) yeahhhhhhhhh.
so um yeahhh. all i got to say right now.
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[September 9th, 2005] |
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school started like last wednesday. it sucks x475834653687456374653746587
i hate it... but i'll get through it... i hope x] i hate having becky in the other class. hhmm... we barely talk in school anymore, but we still talk on the phone... but like.. yeah...
i can't watch full metal alchemist at one thirty anymore *tear..* um, my mom says she'll try to tape it for me, but when she did... she failed... but she promised me that next week she'll have it figured out. if that doesn't work, i'll burn it onto some cd's... =D so um yeah. i saw like 27 episodes, (don't ask why i know...)
anyway, i'm bored so um yeahh. long weekend or boredem is about to start so yeahh...
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[September 2nd, 2005] |
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so, um,
did anyone see the mtv vma awards?
i did. fall out boy won one of the most important awards <3 so happy for them <3 he he he he he he.
wasn't their outfits so cute when they played sugar we're going down? it was soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo cute <3
so um, yea.
school starts in five days. and i didn't read those books i was suppose to read. i'm soooooo screwed. i can't read two books in a matter of five days. w/e. well, two cuzz becky is coming over and like, i won't have time. so um yea. so...
enough said.
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[August 25th, 2005] |
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so um, yea. leaving for the poconos today. cuzz um, i have too xD until probually next thursday. without no computer D=
so um, yesterday, i went to the city =D (Manhatten aka The Big Apple) loved it.
i got a two cd's (again!) - The Academy Is... - Something Corporate
and i also got this long black skirt that i can't wait to wear with my beatles shirt that i got for my birthday =D and i'm wearing one of those hats that patrick stump wear (like in the sugar we're going down video =D)
i also looked for Realse of the Bats by Fall Out Boy but couldn't find it. i think last time in Wallmart they had it there... i guess i can keep an eye out for it. so um yea. =D
My Aunt and I went down to Saint Mark's Place. werid, werid, werid people down there xD. but it's like a Punk Rock Litte Place down by (i think) East Village. i also went to The Middle Village and West Village.
We got the best pizza in The Middle Village. and the ice cream kicked butt in Upper Manhatten. so um, yea =D had a really good time. i want to go back there one day and at least buy something at Saint Marks Place.
- Melissa
So take your cold, cold heart and drown and don't forget to take deep breaths.
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